Self-Discovery

This seems this to be the ever big topic for all mankind. An issue that evolved and matured over time. Some found this valuable direction of their life along the way in their life while some lose it all the way in their life.

For me, i am discovering about myself every single day.

Sometimes i feel scared when things got out of hand. I felt insecure at times but do not know how to share. I had times whereby my esteem went dry to the pit. I cry alot and pretended that i am not & turn my back to wipe that mini fat tear.

Friends in life make me discover myself along the way. It suddenly came to me that when things happen in your life, is it either u take it or lose it.

Right now, this year 2008- i am seeking the security of my life. I hates the feeling of insecurity, guessing, manipulating... Perhaps i know afterall who is the "Rest" of my life.. He listens to me, he remembers me & never get tired of me sharing my thoughts, shares my incompetency in life, watching me cry with understanding in his eyes, he trusts me that i have got enough strength to pull through, he is someone that i will fall on should i fall one fine day. Thank You J.

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.
~Rainer Maria Rilke"